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HELLO
Nov. 1st, 2007 | 08:49 pm
mood: 
exhausted
HEllo,
Yesterday was halloween! yay....Ashton had fun..He got lots of candy, He can eat most of it the rest of it is mine and davids lol. Anyways, how was your Halloween Squealita? I hope that it was good! Ashton went as a lion lol i had to use my eye liner to draw him a nose and whiskers! lol. Not a hole lot going on today...I hope the job at wal-mart goes well...Im really excited about it. I hope that david gets a job soon....Then we can get an apartment maybe a house. Im really looking forward to that. Pick one that we like then we wont have to move again. then we wont have to put that much stress on ashton and myself lol. Anyways,....I hope that it only gets better,....Im kinda glad in a way that we moved out of the trailer.... Because i feel like if we wouldnt of then we would of never of gotten anywhere...atleast not for a long long time. But i do admit that i do miss my trailer...but i think that i really just miss the idea of having my own home ya know....and as long as i have my family i geuss thats all that matters right? Anyways im gonna get off of here. im tired my husband wore me out lol.... bye bye -angela
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^.^ SORRY
Oct. 30th, 2007 | 11:38 am
mood: 
artistic
Hello,
Sorry its been so long! I'v been really bussy....I call Wal-mart tomarrow. To see when i start working that is. I no longer work at PetSmart. Tomarrow is halloween, JOY! Ashton's very 1st Halloween, I'm so excited! He is going to be a lion. it looks so cute on him..... He is currently learning to walk...He has gotten a lot better, he can axcually take some steps by himself. he can walk all over the place with his push walker. lol they really do grow up to fast, or maybe im just getting old. probley both. lol. Anyways, i hope that i dont have to work tomarrow that way I can take ahston trick or treating. I think that i am more excited than he is! lol. Enought of that How is my one and only friend doing? I hope that you are doing well! I MISS YOU! it seems that we have not spoken in ages. I suppose we have both been buzzy. let me appologize for not finding the time to post to you! I would send these directly you but im not sure if they go direclty to you or not, but obveously you get them. lol. So how have you been? i have been fine.....I have the strange urge to write somthing though.....weird. ::takes deep breath:: wich is weird because iv been depressed/ stressed latley, and usualy the only thing i want to do then is draw or write sad poems lol. but its been more stressed than depressed latley. its just been getting jobs, bills, and ashtons birthday next month....I havnt really bought anything....1 present, well 2. but no decorations....And then right after birthday comes christmas...but iv been trying not to worry about it because evevryhting willl work out the way its supposed to. weather you stress over it or not so theirs really no reason. although you really just cant help it some times. But Anyways,...I hope work is not being to stressful on you. Its weird being in the working world ya know... Anyways, as soon as we get caught up on some things and some how save our money up, we are going to get a apartment. well g2g husband has interview bye bye::huggles:: bye -angela
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Hello!
Oct. 21st, 2007 | 11:43 am
location: basment of hopes and dreams!
mood: 
blah
music: none
Good Morning!
Today is my day off! yay. Tomarrow i go in a 4:00am though, it comes awfully early. Wal-mart called me wanting to set up an interview I geuss ill call them monday. cause when my husband gets this job ill have to get another one anyways. Wich sucks because I really enjoy working at PetSmart, Speaking of wich i was going to go in their on monday. (tomarrow) and ask about becomming a groomer! Iv always wanted to be a pet salon person. Iv always wanted to open my own grooming store. If i do this that would mean a really big step towards my dream!!! they pay for your schooling and everything. Its what I really want! But,...The job that my husbands getting is 11.50hr plus a 1,000 sighn on bonus. his job pays more so i have to give up my job. Because, his job is a day shift job so id have to get a night time job because of Ashton. So I geuss its just kinda of caveniate Wal-mart calling. Anyways,....It just sucks because it feels like I have to give up everything that i love. Just to make everything work out. but hey, Maybe one day itll be my turn ya know. anyways....I suppose i should get off of here....I got some things to do. in the middle of doing laundry right now. thought id go to discount party supplies website to see if they have anything for ashtons birthday.....wich is next month and iv only bought him one present (which was last night). but i know down deep in my heart that it will all work out in the end. but im gonna go. ::hugs squealita:: hope ur ok iv been worried about u! bye bye -angela
Today is my day off! yay. Tomarrow i go in a 4:00am though, it comes awfully early. Wal-mart called me wanting to set up an interview I geuss ill call them monday. cause when my husband gets this job ill have to get another one anyways. Wich sucks because I really enjoy working at PetSmart, Speaking of wich i was going to go in their on monday. (tomarrow) and ask about becomming a groomer! Iv always wanted to be a pet salon person. Iv always wanted to open my own grooming store. If i do this that would mean a really big step towards my dream!!! they pay for your schooling and everything. Its what I really want! But,...The job that my husbands getting is 11.50hr plus a 1,000 sighn on bonus. his job pays more so i have to give up my job. Because, his job is a day shift job so id have to get a night time job because of Ashton. So I geuss its just kinda of caveniate Wal-mart calling. Anyways,....It just sucks because it feels like I have to give up everything that i love. Just to make everything work out. but hey, Maybe one day itll be my turn ya know. anyways....I suppose i should get off of here....I got some things to do. in the middle of doing laundry right now. thought id go to discount party supplies website to see if they have anything for ashtons birthday.....wich is next month and iv only bought him one present (which was last night). but i know down deep in my heart that it will all work out in the end. but im gonna go. ::hugs squealita:: hope ur ok iv been worried about u! bye bye -angela
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::Rubs eyes::
Oct. 18th, 2007 | 10:13 am
mood: artistic
GOOD MORNING!
I just woke up,... --.-- I got to sleep in I better of enjoyed it cause i got to get up at 4:00am tomarrow. joy! anyways....atleast ill get my 1st paycheck that'll be somthing to look forward to! i figured since i have nothing else to do today id make a happy halloween sighn for the break room. Thought that be nice. anyways,...not much has happend just working and taking care of my son and husband. I havnt even had my coffee yet! ::cries:: but ill fix that! so i geuss ill go and get some coffee. and get started on that poster....Wonder if you can scan poster board lol i could put it on here to lol. anyways, ..... How are you Squealita? I hope not over worked. .. I hope your dog is doing better as well. I sure do miss you, And hope to talk to ya soon. In the mean time take care! ::huggles:: bye bye -Angela
I just woke up,... --.-- I got to sleep in I better of enjoyed it cause i got to get up at 4:00am tomarrow. joy! anyways....atleast ill get my 1st paycheck that'll be somthing to look forward to! i figured since i have nothing else to do today id make a happy halloween sighn for the break room. Thought that be nice. anyways,...not much has happend just working and taking care of my son and husband. I havnt even had my coffee yet! ::cries:: but ill fix that! so i geuss ill go and get some coffee. and get started on that poster....Wonder if you can scan poster board lol i could put it on here to lol. anyways, ..... How are you Squealita? I hope not over worked. .. I hope your dog is doing better as well. I sure do miss you, And hope to talk to ya soon. In the mean time take care! ::huggles:: bye bye -Angela
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^.^'
Oct. 14th, 2007 | 12:21 pm
mood: 
awake
Good Morining!
Today is my day off! yay. Man yesterday killed me..Heavy dog food bags....all morning....then I thought i was going to get a break cause my maneger was going to put me on cash register. He took me up their and hes like whats your Id# im like i dont have one yet. hes like oh well, you cant do this with out one. i was like oh man so, another girl got to do instead of me so then geuss what i got to do...i got to put away some nice cat litter, i think i rather do the dog food. lol. i hate kitty litter. just thank god i didnt work a long shift yesterday! i worked from 7:00am to 11:00 am but in those 4 hrs, i worked my ass off!!! Anyways,...works great. Hey squealita are u getting my messages,...cause i see u havnt written me i didnt know if it was because u are bussy at work or u havnt gotten them dont want ya to think that if forgotten about u just because i have a job now. So how have u been here latley? I hope good. well, I really dont have much to say.....day hasnt really started yet for me so nothins happend yet....so ill probley write more later. so till then tootles. bye bye -angela
Today is my day off! yay. Man yesterday killed me..Heavy dog food bags....all morning....then I thought i was going to get a break cause my maneger was going to put me on cash register. He took me up their and hes like whats your Id# im like i dont have one yet. hes like oh well, you cant do this with out one. i was like oh man so, another girl got to do instead of me so then geuss what i got to do...i got to put away some nice cat litter, i think i rather do the dog food. lol. i hate kitty litter. just thank god i didnt work a long shift yesterday! i worked from 7:00am to 11:00 am but in those 4 hrs, i worked my ass off!!! Anyways,...works great. Hey squealita are u getting my messages,...cause i see u havnt written me i didnt know if it was because u are bussy at work or u havnt gotten them dont want ya to think that if forgotten about u just because i have a job now. So how have u been here latley? I hope good. well, I really dont have much to say.....day hasnt really started yet for me so nothins happend yet....so ill probley write more later. so till then tootles. bye bye -angela
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YAY
Oct. 11th, 2007 | 05:33 pm
mood: 
cheerful
Hello!
Today was my 1st day at work it wasnt that bad! Its so exciting. Cept i had to do cahsregister today! its not as bad as i thought. i was real worried. but its pretty easy! I had a good day! i hope they just keep that way. of course theirs the bad days but u know what i mean. Anyways, im just real excited about it, its a real good work enviroment! But im gonna go im tired. my shoulders hurt more than anything wich is weird eh? well got to go bye bye! ::hugs squalita:: happy-ness!!! ^.^; yay ayayayayayya ::happydance:: p.s squalita why havnt u written me back ::cries:: im worried about u. well get back to me bye bye -angie
Today was my 1st day at work it wasnt that bad! Its so exciting. Cept i had to do cahsregister today! its not as bad as i thought. i was real worried. but its pretty easy! I had a good day! i hope they just keep that way. of course theirs the bad days but u know what i mean. Anyways, im just real excited about it, its a real good work enviroment! But im gonna go im tired. my shoulders hurt more than anything wich is weird eh? well got to go bye bye! ::hugs squalita:: happy-ness!!! ^.^; yay ayayayayayya ::happydance:: p.s squalita why havnt u written me back ::cries:: im worried about u. well get back to me bye bye -angie
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HELLO
Oct. 11th, 2007 | 07:36 am
mood: excited
hello,
I GOT THE JOB AT PETSMART! booya baby! yes yes yes! I have to go into work today. I start work at 11:00a:m so joy! Then friday i have to go in at 4:00 in the mornig..........not to excited on that mind you. specially since thats when the heavy lifting will begin. Hes like im really gonna lay it on ya put ya to the test...::hardswallow:: lol my poor bad backs really gonna get it good...::cries:: but i need the money. sides then ill get even more muscles. lol. this house is so cold this morning..Its gonna be a cold day indeed. its only suppost to reach like 65 or somthing like that. but its cold this morning BRRrrrr..took the dog out this morning..it was supper cold. my porr toe hurt so bad, hurts now when its cold, i think i did break it got a spot in the side sticking out, lts hard like bone...almost pirced the skin i geuss. not sure. anyways..I went to Gordmans last night and bought $130.00 worth of clothes that i didnt have barrowed money from davids mom. i hate that. anyways,...just somthing to start me off then ill buy my own when i get my 1st pay check. well, need to go get ready,...so ill see ya later. ::hugs squalita:: -angela
I GOT THE JOB AT PETSMART! booya baby! yes yes yes! I have to go into work today. I start work at 11:00a:m so joy! Then friday i have to go in at 4:00 in the mornig..........not to excited on that mind you. specially since thats when the heavy lifting will begin. Hes like im really gonna lay it on ya put ya to the test...::hardswallow:: lol my poor bad backs really gonna get it good...::cries:: but i need the money. sides then ill get even more muscles. lol. this house is so cold this morning..Its gonna be a cold day indeed. its only suppost to reach like 65 or somthing like that. but its cold this morning BRRrrrr..took the dog out this morning..it was supper cold. my porr toe hurt so bad, hurts now when its cold, i think i did break it got a spot in the side sticking out, lts hard like bone...almost pirced the skin i geuss. not sure. anyways..I went to Gordmans last night and bought $130.00 worth of clothes that i didnt have barrowed money from davids mom. i hate that. anyways,...just somthing to start me off then ill buy my own when i get my 1st pay check. well, need to go get ready,...so ill see ya later. ::hugs squalita:: -angela
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Hello!
Oct. 10th, 2007 | 11:35 am
mood: 
anxious
High exspectations this morning!
Hopefully i will have a job today! yess indeed. Getting ready to call them and then im going to the store this will be very short. Im so excited i feel really good about this. Gordmans would be a good place to work. i feel good about it, anwyays..im gonna go just wanted to let u know whats going on. i shall inform when i know if i got it or not. so bye bye -angela.
Hopefully i will have a job today! yess indeed. Getting ready to call them and then im going to the store this will be very short. Im so excited i feel really good about this. Gordmans would be a good place to work. i feel good about it, anwyays..im gonna go just wanted to let u know whats going on. i shall inform when i know if i got it or not. so bye bye -angela.
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::Sigh::
Oct. 9th, 2007 | 10:49 am
location: computer desk
mood: depressed
Another Depressing morning,
why does that not surprise me? Anyways,....I called some places....And pretty much lets see, JCPeeny said that I did not meet the needs of the jobs that they have available. so thats out, although did say that they would be hiring soon for seasonal job. im like whats the diffrence of hiring me now, instead of 2 weeks from now? anyways, target sent me a post in the mail saying they didnt need me right now. So now the only 2 jobs that are available are PetSmart and Gordmans. So hopfially One of those will hire me! I find out tomarrow! It sucks cause thiers a dollar diffrence between them. petsmart pays more. $8.00 an hour. but a job is a job!! anything is better than nothing! And I need a job NOW! god this is so depressing and stressful. no wonder their is homeless people! to damn hard to find a job! I think we should set a population limit like japan 2 kids. lol j/k but i do wonder about it somtimes. Its like that one movie, when their is no more room in hell , hell will walk the earth! then what!? lol Anyways...I'm going to go watch a movie with my husband now, ill be back on later...oh and hi Squalita ::hugs:: well see ya later bye bye -angela
why does that not surprise me? Anyways,....I called some places....And pretty much lets see, JCPeeny said that I did not meet the needs of the jobs that they have available. so thats out, although did say that they would be hiring soon for seasonal job. im like whats the diffrence of hiring me now, instead of 2 weeks from now? anyways, target sent me a post in the mail saying they didnt need me right now. So now the only 2 jobs that are available are PetSmart and Gordmans. So hopfially One of those will hire me! I find out tomarrow! It sucks cause thiers a dollar diffrence between them. petsmart pays more. $8.00 an hour. but a job is a job!! anything is better than nothing! And I need a job NOW! god this is so depressing and stressful. no wonder their is homeless people! to damn hard to find a job! I think we should set a population limit like japan 2 kids. lol j/k but i do wonder about it somtimes. Its like that one movie, when their is no more room in hell , hell will walk the earth! then what!? lol Anyways...I'm going to go watch a movie with my husband now, ill be back on later...oh and hi Squalita ::hugs:: well see ya later bye bye -angela
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Good Morning
Oct. 4th, 2007 | 10:17 am
location: at the computer in the living room
mood: awake
music: only the voices in my head...j/k
::Rubs eyes::
How is everyone this morning? me just peachy.... I havnt made any coffee yet, lets just say that. Me and Ashton ate a banana for breakfast this morning...joy. Anyways, I havnt heard anything this morning yet on any of the jobs. I need to call JCPenny and set up a interview. See how much they pay...If im gonna work it'll be for top dollar. even though petsmart can let me progress into what i want. I dont know will see...Enough about jobs....
I stayed up till midnight last night drawing. nothing inpaticular, just doodles...<.<' did i smell that right? ...But I sketched up some really cute characters. ::looks through sketch book:: I started out drawing unicorn characters then a realism unicorn and then to baby fox sketches to husky to just a creature.....ya..jump around a-lot dont I? lol I try not to draw anything to important in this sketch book just sketches. because the paper sucks. but hey beggers cant be choosers. My exspensive art stuff is at my house....I have this really great idea for this peice. and i cant wait to start on it. i think ill do it in charcol. or charcol on ink. not sure yet....But anyways its gonna be sweet. I just hope getting a job wont effect my art to much...i'll probley be to tired to draw...heh. most of the time, i cant find time to draw. always so bizzy with ashton. thats why i have to stay up to midnight to do anything lol. But thats okay. my son comes 1st. creativity can wait. Its just that when i have something in my head that i want to put on paper it bothers me until i do. But hey atleast i wont forget it. I usually wind up changing it anyways by the time i get it on paper. but i know what im going for. I WANT MONEY!!! i cant take it anymore... sorry i had to let it out! ::takes deep breath:: so tired of it. I wish Squealita was on when i am....I very much wish to talk to her. Anyways,...I geuss I'll go..::cries:: ...--.--" i got a poopy diaper to change...Waawaa...bye bye -Angela
How is everyone this morning? me just peachy.... I havnt made any coffee yet, lets just say that. Me and Ashton ate a banana for breakfast this morning...joy. Anyways, I havnt heard anything this morning yet on any of the jobs. I need to call JCPenny and set up a interview. See how much they pay...If im gonna work it'll be for top dollar. even though petsmart can let me progress into what i want. I dont know will see...Enough about jobs....
I stayed up till midnight last night drawing. nothing inpaticular, just doodles...<.<' did i smell that right? ...But I sketched up some really cute characters. ::looks through sketch book:: I started out drawing unicorn characters then a realism unicorn and then to baby fox sketches to husky to just a creature.....ya..jump around a-lot dont I? lol I try not to draw anything to important in this sketch book just sketches. because the paper sucks. but hey beggers cant be choosers. My exspensive art stuff is at my house....I have this really great idea for this peice. and i cant wait to start on it. i think ill do it in charcol. or charcol on ink. not sure yet....But anyways its gonna be sweet. I just hope getting a job wont effect my art to much...i'll probley be to tired to draw...heh. most of the time, i cant find time to draw. always so bizzy with ashton. thats why i have to stay up to midnight to do anything lol. But thats okay. my son comes 1st. creativity can wait. Its just that when i have something in my head that i want to put on paper it bothers me until i do. But hey atleast i wont forget it. I usually wind up changing it anyways by the time i get it on paper. but i know what im going for. I WANT MONEY!!! i cant take it anymore... sorry i had to let it out! ::takes deep breath:: so tired of it. I wish Squealita was on when i am....I very much wish to talk to her. Anyways,...I geuss I'll go..::cries:: ...--.--" i got a poopy diaper to change...Waawaa...bye bye -Angela
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--.--.
Oct. 3rd, 2007 | 07:16 pm
mood: lonely
HI...::sniffles::
I Really need to talk to someone....I feel so down right now its not even funny....I geuss its all the stress. Things are getting better...But, I dont know. Its hard to exsplain. You know whats really sad...(dont think im a loser) for over 3yrs i havnt had a friend...no one to talk to other than my husband...I feel isolated. I always told myself you dont need any, they'll just get you into trouble anyways. But im tired of not having any one to talk to....someone to discuss art and my intrest with ya know. Anyways, gotta change ashtons diaper bye
I Really need to talk to someone....I feel so down right now its not even funny....I geuss its all the stress. Things are getting better...But, I dont know. Its hard to exsplain. You know whats really sad...(dont think im a loser) for over 3yrs i havnt had a friend...no one to talk to other than my husband...I feel isolated. I always told myself you dont need any, they'll just get you into trouble anyways. But im tired of not having any one to talk to....someone to discuss art and my intrest with ya know. Anyways, gotta change ashtons diaper bye
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Hello --.--;
Oct. 3rd, 2007 | 05:27 pm
mood: busy
Hello Everyone!
Good news, I am hired at pet smart. As long as my drug test clears, wich it will. Anyways, I'm kinda stuck on what to do here...After I got back from PetSmart JCPenny called me. They want to set up an interview, But im hired at PetSmart pretty much. I geuss it wouldnt hurt to go to the JCPenny interview just to check it out!...PetSmart is paying me $8.00 an hour. I'm not sure how much JCPenny would pay me. Its just that PetSmart I have to lift heavy stuff, my job is stocking and helping the costumers but mainly stocking. And The person who was interviewing me said that I would have to be able to lift 50+ pounds of dog food daily. so i was like ::sweatdrop::......... But i told him that i can do it. As long as i dont have to carry them for a long distantce. wich i dont...So I said i could do it. Sides i like animals and he said that he keeps employees informed on upcomming available positions. And what i really want is to be a pet groomer! He said that they make really good money! Iv always wanted to do that. So i can progress my way up. But, then theirs JCPenny. Its more of a girly job, And its a really nice store, They have really nice clothes and shoesies! lol I just dont know what to do. ::Bangs Head:: (repeatidly) After all this time iv been looking for a job i should be thankful that i axcually got a job! Their just 2 places that i really wanted to work. now i just have to decide between them, but im already hired at petsmart i dont know about jcpenny its just an interview. i geuss i can go to the interview anyways, maybe that will make up my mind. what do you guys think? Iv just about had enough...just about to go crawl in a hole and become worm food. j/k. I ate at taco bell today. taco bell goodness..... i love the cheezy! well, i geuss i should go...not alot more to say other than that im stressing out! iv been a stay at home mom till now i just hope that this wont effect ashton to much. I worrie about him alot. But i know that i have to do this. my husband has an interview this friday for a security job. it pays well. $11.50hr. plus a $1000.00 sighn up bonus. so that would help us out ALOT! well, hope to hear from ya. oh and i still havnt been able to get my art from my house yet. I'll have to wait till my first pay check comes....to go and get our stuff. Or maybe i can have my grandma mail it to me. I might just do that. then i can have my art on here sooner! I have to have her mail ashtons halloween costume anyways. Hes a lion! raw! tee hee.... well see ya guys later bye bye --Angela
Good news, I am hired at pet smart. As long as my drug test clears, wich it will. Anyways, I'm kinda stuck on what to do here...After I got back from PetSmart JCPenny called me. They want to set up an interview, But im hired at PetSmart pretty much. I geuss it wouldnt hurt to go to the JCPenny interview just to check it out!...PetSmart is paying me $8.00 an hour. I'm not sure how much JCPenny would pay me. Its just that PetSmart I have to lift heavy stuff, my job is stocking and helping the costumers but mainly stocking. And The person who was interviewing me said that I would have to be able to lift 50+ pounds of dog food daily. so i was like ::sweatdrop::......... But i told him that i can do it. As long as i dont have to carry them for a long distantce. wich i dont...So I said i could do it. Sides i like animals and he said that he keeps employees informed on upcomming available positions. And what i really want is to be a pet groomer! He said that they make really good money! Iv always wanted to do that. So i can progress my way up. But, then theirs JCPenny. Its more of a girly job, And its a really nice store, They have really nice clothes and shoesies! lol I just dont know what to do. ::Bangs Head:: (repeatidly) After all this time iv been looking for a job i should be thankful that i axcually got a job! Their just 2 places that i really wanted to work. now i just have to decide between them, but im already hired at petsmart i dont know about jcpenny its just an interview. i geuss i can go to the interview anyways, maybe that will make up my mind. what do you guys think? Iv just about had enough...just about to go crawl in a hole and become worm food. j/k. I ate at taco bell today. taco bell goodness..... i love the cheezy! well, i geuss i should go...not alot more to say other than that im stressing out! iv been a stay at home mom till now i just hope that this wont effect ashton to much. I worrie about him alot. But i know that i have to do this. my husband has an interview this friday for a security job. it pays well. $11.50hr. plus a $1000.00 sighn up bonus. so that would help us out ALOT! well, hope to hear from ya. oh and i still havnt been able to get my art from my house yet. I'll have to wait till my first pay check comes....to go and get our stuff. Or maybe i can have my grandma mail it to me. I might just do that. then i can have my art on here sooner! I have to have her mail ashtons halloween costume anyways. Hes a lion! raw! tee hee.... well see ya guys later bye bye --Angela
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I'm Back --.--'
Oct. 2nd, 2007 | 01:53 pm
mood: sore
Hello,
Now then where was I? Oh yes, I had a interview this Morning I have a real Good feeling about this. I really do. And i hope that it is right because I really need a job! I'm really behind on bills. My son needs some things. I really got up set this morning while I was at target! Ashton and I were looking at the books, and their was this one book he loved for $6.00 and I couldnt even buy my son a 6.00 book. that my friends is the worst feeling in the world. --.--; I want to be able to buy my son stuff and my husband. Where trying to save money so that we can move and get out of his moms house ::bangs head on comp desk::. Other than the humiliation of not havning a dime on me the day has gone rather well. Plus My Grandma bought me some new clothes! Yay. they just arrived! :: hugs UPS box:: I needed them for ages. i only have 2 pairs pants. i was down to 1 then my hubby sowed up the others so now back up to 2. but dont got to worrie bout that no more! ... lets see..::rumaging::....OOooo..3 pairs pants very nice, 1 pair of capris, 2 shirts and some socks! Brilliant! to bad the dress code for target is red shirts and tan pants heh heh.... nah Davids mom said she help me out their!...Anyways, ::yawns::....I'm going to go!...very tired! bye for now! -Angela
Now then where was I? Oh yes, I had a interview this Morning I have a real Good feeling about this. I really do. And i hope that it is right because I really need a job! I'm really behind on bills. My son needs some things. I really got up set this morning while I was at target! Ashton and I were looking at the books, and their was this one book he loved for $6.00 and I couldnt even buy my son a 6.00 book. that my friends is the worst feeling in the world. --.--; I want to be able to buy my son stuff and my husband. Where trying to save money so that we can move and get out of his moms house ::bangs head on comp desk::. Other than the humiliation of not havning a dime on me the day has gone rather well. Plus My Grandma bought me some new clothes! Yay. they just arrived! :: hugs UPS box:: I needed them for ages. i only have 2 pairs pants. i was down to 1 then my hubby sowed up the others so now back up to 2. but dont got to worrie bout that no more! ... lets see..::rumaging::....OOooo..3 pairs pants very nice, 1 pair of capris, 2 shirts and some socks! Brilliant! to bad the dress code for target is red shirts and tan pants heh heh.... nah Davids mom said she help me out their!...Anyways, ::yawns::....I'm going to go!...very tired! bye for now! -Angela
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--.--' nervous!!!
Oct. 2nd, 2007 | 01:40 pm
mood: 
angry
Hi everyone!
Tis another day, And for me...a Exciting but yet fearful one. I Finally got an interview for a job. Its a target! and My interview was a 9:40 this morning...I think it went okay. Consedering i have no work history. So im really excited about that! comp is messing up brb!
Tis another day, And for me...a Exciting but yet fearful one. I Finally got an interview for a job. Its a target! and My interview was a 9:40 this morning...I think it went okay. Consedering i have no work history. So im really excited about that! comp is messing up brb!
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--.--* Good Morning
Sep. 24th, 2007 | 12:12 pm
mood: blank
Hello
How is everyone this Morning? Me? I'm okay...... A little depressed. but, It'll get better! I still havnt found a job. Neither has my husband. Bills are dew..... But hopefully it wont be to much longer. Probley go and see about a job today. I hope one of us gets hired soon. ::rubs forehead:: hopefully its me. because i need to get out of this house. but then again i feel bad because of ashton...(my son) but my husband will be here to take care of him so, it wont be so bad. Everythings just been real rough. every time i think about it i get mad. but I dont want to get into it so ill change the subject. My mother took me shopping with her the other day, and My son Ashton got this huge Nemo fish. He loves it! It was only $2.98 and its like brand new. I was like sweet. lol. nemo is bigger than him lol. It was funny when we got out of the store and i was putting him in his car seat and seeing him with this huge nemo stuff animal on his lap. cracked me up! look like we just got back from the fair. heheh. I hope i can get a job today!!!! Anyways, I havnt been drawing anything here latley. Cept a few doodles here and their. I want to do a charcol peice. I got this image in my head of what i want to do. and its really awesome. so when i get my art tools from home, im going to draw it. and then when im dont ill put it on here. also ill grab somed of my other peices from home and put on here. anyways, i geuss i should go. things to do, I think ill make a lasughna tonight. yummy yummy! its my favorite. but i'll talk to ya later! bye bye -Angela
How is everyone this Morning? Me? I'm okay...... A little depressed. but, It'll get better! I still havnt found a job. Neither has my husband. Bills are dew..... But hopefully it wont be to much longer. Probley go and see about a job today. I hope one of us gets hired soon. ::rubs forehead:: hopefully its me. because i need to get out of this house. but then again i feel bad because of ashton...(my son) but my husband will be here to take care of him so, it wont be so bad. Everythings just been real rough. every time i think about it i get mad. but I dont want to get into it so ill change the subject. My mother took me shopping with her the other day, and My son Ashton got this huge Nemo fish. He loves it! It was only $2.98 and its like brand new. I was like sweet. lol. nemo is bigger than him lol. It was funny when we got out of the store and i was putting him in his car seat and seeing him with this huge nemo stuff animal on his lap. cracked me up! look like we just got back from the fair. heheh. I hope i can get a job today!!!! Anyways, I havnt been drawing anything here latley. Cept a few doodles here and their. I want to do a charcol peice. I got this image in my head of what i want to do. and its really awesome. so when i get my art tools from home, im going to draw it. and then when im dont ill put it on here. also ill grab somed of my other peices from home and put on here. anyways, i geuss i should go. things to do, I think ill make a lasughna tonight. yummy yummy! its my favorite. but i'll talk to ya later! bye bye -Angela
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>.<' GRRRrrrr....
Sep. 22nd, 2007 | 10:03 am
mood: aggravated
Hello,
I'm really staring to get agravated here. I called CVS this morning and they said they still havnt gotten my application. I'v been having trouble with applications! :P what happend to the old fashioned paper applications!? Why cant things be simple again? I mean i cant tell you how many applications i filled out on line! and not a one of them has turned up! I'v filled out 2 for cvs plus one in the store and none has shown up yet.... and one for k-mart that hast gotten back either! It just makes me MAD! where did they go? well axcually i take that back! one of my applications did turn up, but uncompleted she said, pretty much just my name on it....How does that happen??? Anywas, im going to call k-mart after i do this see if anything turned up. cause i need a job NOW! :.( I am in so much crap.... I'm drowning in it. :: takes drink of coffee:: this is not a good morning for me....although it could be worse. i dont see how....but anyways, My son Ashton kept running off and getting into stuff this morning. so i but him in his walker. Its funny when i go to get him, i chase him and he laughs its really cute. He is 10months old and looks like a 2yr old. And no he is not fat, hes just big! takes after his daddy. I axcually think he is going to be bigger than My husband David. He wear 2yr old clothing. Of course unfortuantly for me.... He was big when he was born...... Very big. He was 10 pounds 21inches long, I had a natural birth no epidoral and a 4 degree rip. isnt that lovley? But hey he was worth it! I just kept looking at David and Ashton, that was the best pain med their was! I was so happy, everything else just kinda went away. cept every once in awhile id fill the stitches pull. ::cringes:: I dont even want to go their again. ::Changes subject:: It is the weekend, not sure what we will do. Me and David have no money, So its up to my mother in law and her husband weather we do anything or not. Mom I think said somthing about getting me some clothes but who knows. she probley already forgot. I really need a hair cut. I cant even spike it no more! ::sniffles:: So i think when she wakes im gonna aske her if where doing anything. and based off what she says, ill slip in and ask her if i can get a hair cut. hopefully she says yes. She has a cupon for a hair cut his month for $8.95 or somthing like that. but what i really want is to get my hair done! like color and stuff....but hey beggers cant be choosers ya know!? anyways,.... i suppose i should get off of here, and call k-mart ...--.--* why do i even bother! Anyways, WISH ME LUCK! -Angela
I'm really staring to get agravated here. I called CVS this morning and they said they still havnt gotten my application. I'v been having trouble with applications! :P what happend to the old fashioned paper applications!? Why cant things be simple again? I mean i cant tell you how many applications i filled out on line! and not a one of them has turned up! I'v filled out 2 for cvs plus one in the store and none has shown up yet.... and one for k-mart that hast gotten back either! It just makes me MAD! where did they go? well axcually i take that back! one of my applications did turn up, but uncompleted she said, pretty much just my name on it....How does that happen??? Anywas, im going to call k-mart after i do this see if anything turned up. cause i need a job NOW! :.( I am in so much crap.... I'm drowning in it. :: takes drink of coffee:: this is not a good morning for me....although it could be worse. i dont see how....but anyways, My son Ashton kept running off and getting into stuff this morning. so i but him in his walker. Its funny when i go to get him, i chase him and he laughs its really cute. He is 10months old and looks like a 2yr old. And no he is not fat, hes just big! takes after his daddy. I axcually think he is going to be bigger than My husband David. He wear 2yr old clothing. Of course unfortuantly for me.... He was big when he was born...... Very big. He was 10 pounds 21inches long, I had a natural birth no epidoral and a 4 degree rip. isnt that lovley? But hey he was worth it! I just kept looking at David and Ashton, that was the best pain med their was! I was so happy, everything else just kinda went away. cept every once in awhile id fill the stitches pull. ::cringes:: I dont even want to go their again. ::Changes subject:: It is the weekend, not sure what we will do. Me and David have no money, So its up to my mother in law and her husband weather we do anything or not. Mom I think said somthing about getting me some clothes but who knows. she probley already forgot. I really need a hair cut. I cant even spike it no more! ::sniffles:: So i think when she wakes im gonna aske her if where doing anything. and based off what she says, ill slip in and ask her if i can get a hair cut. hopefully she says yes. She has a cupon for a hair cut his month for $8.95 or somthing like that. but what i really want is to get my hair done! like color and stuff....but hey beggers cant be choosers ya know!? anyways,.... i suppose i should get off of here, and call k-mart ...--.--* why do i even bother! Anyways, WISH ME LUCK! -Angela